I honestly can't take it anymore.. It's like no matter what you're going to make it completely about you. We're not alike... Don't compare me to you. 

Is it really that hard for you to think of me as anything other than just cute? /: I'm not a dog. 

I.. Hate that I'm so jealous of you. I don't like being jealous, I don't like how it makes me feel. Butyeah, the point.. You have at least one friend that cares about you enough to take care of you.. I want that so bad. I just want someone to care about me.. Even a little bit. My family is basically just a bunch of strangers.. My boyfriend is too wrapped up in his own problems to care about whats going on with me. My bestfriend is... Well dead. My other friends are kind of non-existent.

And..Yeah. I'm just going to stop doing this now.. /:

So, it's my one year anniversary in a few days and I have no idea what to get my boyfriend. A few friends have given me some ideas but they just don't seem good enough..

One idea was;

1. A coupon book.--- For example:

• One "get out of jail free pass," a chance to make a mistake and get away with it.
• One free bj.
• One free massage.
• One weekend in bed.

Stuff of that sort. Andyeah, that would be a GREAT idea. But we're long distance right now.. So, I wouldn't know what coupons to make?

2. A car. Which is apparently a bad idea because I can't spend more than he can?

Yeah, I can't even remember the others. /: but I still don't know what to give him. I hate anniversaries. x.x; 

So, Australia?

• Beautiful.
• The people... Just sound awesome. Accents, ftw.
• It's WARM. Much different than back in Virginia.